Vale Vicki (Eulogies for Vicki Turner-Jones) The news of the sudden and unexpected passing of Vicki has come as a shock to all who knew her. Vicki was only thirty-nine years old. She leaves behind a family of two children, Phoebe and Jade, a husband Ross Clarke and many bereaved friends and co-workers. Vicki was well known for her vision of a nuclear free world. Vicki was a founding member of People for Nuclear Disarmament, an organisation to which she gave her all. She worked for peace in every way possible. She wrote letters and put out newsletters; she brought her wide range of friends into the process, introducing many peaceworkers to each other; she spoke at schools and was often a guest speaker at other organisations' functions. Her commitment to her ideals were motivated by her desire to make the world a safe place for her children. Vicki was a driving force behind the dramatic nonviolent direct action campaign opposing nuclear ship visits to Brisbane. Many times she put herself on the line; swimming out into the Brisbane River, into the path of approaching nuclear warships. She was arrested for these protests many times. Her work for peace was not limited to nuclear disarmament work. Her work for social justice is exemplified by her arrests during the SEQEB struggle. Vicki was a person who made a difference. Her work and her acheivements continue to inspire us in our endeavour for a peaceful world. The CIA, ASIO, Qld Special Branch and the French Secret Service can all close their files on Vicki. They can forget her now, she will trouble them no more; but in our hearts Vicki's memory will live on. Michael Petter Vicki Turner-Jones was probably the major person influencing my involvement in the peace movement. We first met face to face in the office of People for Nuclear Disarmament (PND) early in 1984, although we had actually been having phone conversations since 1983. We seemed to spend the next few years doing crazy things together, like laying out newsletters in her dining room until three in the morning, attending clowning and street theatre workshops, painting banners on weekends and most of all protesting against nuclear warships. I always remember an occasion early in 1985 when a group of us decided to go out in a tiny boat and place peace flags on marker buoys in the navigation channel at Moreton Bay. Vicki didn't want to miss out on the occasion and it wasn't until she started turning green that she confessed she always got seasick. A huge thunder storm came up that day just as we were landing the boat, yet Vicki managed to turn being saturated and seasick into having an hilarious time. It was Vicki's joy and passion that gave everything she was involved in that special quality. She placed her body on the line at so many nonviolent direct actions, giving courage to others to follow her example. Once when a US warship arrived and all the boat and surfboard activists seemed to have been detained she made the decision to swim from the shore, fully clothed, to the ship as it docked, leading to her arrest. Vicki was arrested many times for her beliefs. She gave articulate media interviews and acted as a convener and spokesperson for PND, the Peace and Environment Fleet and the Nuremberg Action Group, always with dignity and a total commitment. She was willing to take on any task within a group and had a special skill in networking and cementing alliances between people. Vicki always had a little something of herself left for other people, no matter how tired she was. I can't help wishing now that she'd been a bit more selfish about her own health and needs during those last few weeks when she was in the grip of a terrible illness. How like Vicki not to bother anyone with her own problems. Vicki went on to become one of my closest friends and confidant. It was in her company that I met my husband. Her strength and good sense were always to be relied on, and I know that many people felt she was the person you could always discuss your problems with. Vicki's contribution to the peace and nonviolence movement will be felt for many years to come. She had a wish to one day dive from the cliffs at Point Lookout on Stradbroke Island and swim with the school of dolphins who lived there. I believe that when she moved on from this world she must have achieved that dream. Marit Hegge It was with enormous sadness that I learned of the tragic death of my friend and co-conspirator Vicki Turner-Jones. She was a true friend and powerful inspiration. I totally concurr with the fine comments in her memory made elsewhere in this conference [Pegasus Networks' cafe.brisbane], and we hope that, at our various meetings and gatherings, a Standing Silence in her memory is observed. I, and my friends who knew her, have talked together, grieved together and celebrated her life and example together, even though I am so far away from home at present. As Gandalf the Wise says at the end of Lord of the Rings, "I will not say, 'Do not weep', for not all tears are an evil". May we remember her in perhaps the best way possible, in a way I am sure she would like us to: continue the good work, with courage, humanity, humour, and celebration. Vale Vic! PS: I would hope that we all look after Ross, Phoebe and Jade, and let them know we are there, and are supporting them through this most difficult time. Mark Hayes I had been out of the country for several months, returning in early July. I didn't get a chance to spend more than some brief time with Vicki until a couple of weeks after I arrived back in Aussie country, partly because she was very busy with the leadership challenge for John Campbell and the many other usual activities she was involved in. I had spent some time in San Francisco while I was away, occasionally wandering around the Fisherman's Wharf area. For some reason, I often thought of Vicki there because I felt she would have enjoyed the history, the scenery, the art, the street entertainers, the happiness, the sadness, the bravado, the restaurants... She had often told me how much she would like to travel and see so many of the places she had read and dreamed about... I wanted to bring her a gift that would express the warmth, appreciation and respect for one of my closest and dearest friends... I searched and pondered for some time before I finally decided on the silly, sentimental "Cable Car" music box that plays "I Left My Heart in San Francisco", about as corny as you could get... but I thought she would like it. It was the delivery of this silly little gift that took me to lunch with Vicki a couple of days before she left for good. Not much happened except the usual inquiries about the trip, politics, the movement... I gave her the music box... It was really nice to see her... but I didn't know it would be the last time... a couple of days later she was gone. I think the intermittent tears that I couldn't stop for many days were partly for myself as I realised how little I had expressed of my appreciation and love for one of the finest people and grass-roots leaders I had ever known... and there would be no further opportunity to do so... Then I felt the grand memories of the experiences we had together scaring warships, drinking cups of tea, good wishes... a poor description of a rare connection I treasure for the inspiration and motivation that will be with me for as long as I'm kicking around on this precious planet. vaya con dios my friend. Maybe our paths will cross again... Jerry